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Insecurities are the most unattractive thing a women can possess.
xkrisx
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I hate being restless.
It's becoming a vicious cycle.
I have work in 4 hours and I'm going crazy.
So I guess two entries tonight?
Anywho.....
My life is flowing seamlessly in a cinematic sense but I don't want to be stuck in this current scene.
Don't get me wrong, it's not that i don't enjoy this chapter in the movie, I just want to skip ahead.
Skip these plot twists, fast forward beyond the special effects and explosions.
I just want to watch the ending in slow motion because I know it's going to play out great =]
xkrisx
p.s. I'm going back to my old livejournal entry structuring, see if you can pick up upon it.
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I much rather sleep alone then lay my head next to a person that I cannot love.
xkrisx
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If you're trying to make me attracted to you, do NOT do the following:
1. Tell me what to do
2. Tell me I'm spending too much time with my band
3. Tell me that you're not my highest priority and that's an issue.
Cockiness is so unattractive.
xkrisx
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" No one can hurt you without your permission "
Now you tell me, who have you gave permission to recently?
xkrisx
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I think I'm in love.
Fuck.
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Also be expecting a HUGE update at the end of this weekend.
This weekend is xedgexfestx slumber party at my house and it's going to be stupidly crazy.
Expect lots of laughs, smiles, video, and lj cuts =]
xkrisx
p.s. veg for two weeks! i'm so proudddd
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Someone help me get a damn sidekick so I can post on here more periodically!
xkrisx
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Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
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There is always this ONE episode of Futurama that chokes me up =/
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If I through another dodgeball tournament like I did last year, how many of you would attend?
oh yeah, uniform was mandatory.
that may sway your opinion
xkrisx
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Who else thinks that bk veggie burger suck? =/
xkrisx
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Straightedge for 18 years, 6 months and 4 days.
Vegetarian since May 4th!
Go Kristian!
:pat on the back:
xkrisx
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| Time: | 1:17 am. |
| Mood: |  anxious. |
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Collectively, we are the sum of everyone else we've ever encountered.
A marionette if you want me to paint a mental picture for you.
Little by little, since the day of our conception, we have been pieced together by foreign substances.
If you're still a bit lost, let me break it down for you.
From the moment we were born, we were naked.
Blank.
An empty canvas.
No pre-conceived notions of anything.
Everything was fresh.
Color's had no name, taste's had no texture, smells were free of scent.
Little by little, you were put together.
If you saw daddy hit mommy, this was what you assumed to be normal.
You accepted it.
It wasn't until society told you that boys hitting girls was wrong that you realize not everything is what it seemed to be.
Now, here is what I'm getting at...
As you grow up, your marionette is getting stitched together.
You thread the needle into the fabric, sewing together your morals.
Every day, you see something different, experience something new.
Another part of your doll is being put together.
Your marionette, your personality.
Your laugh, your smile, the way you treat other people.
It's finally complete.
You've developed your own personality.
You finally feel comfortable in your own skin.
Your puzzle is complete.
Before you know it though, someone comes by and throws your puzzle against a fucking wall.
Divorce. A friend's suicide. Heartbreak.
Your marionette is ripped at the seams.
A catalyst of something new.
Now you begin the restoration of your own former self with your OWN beliefs of whats right and wrong.
Slowly but surely, the doll is being reconstructed into something new.
Old parts are being replaced for new, fabric is torn and put back together.
Now you tell me, do you ever wish you were someone else?
xkrisx
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was definitely rather adventurous.
Skipped work and hung out with andy.
Stole 12 pokemon booster packs in total and found a new way to not get caught.
Eddie came over and we all talked shit.
Andy and I went to the spidey 3 screening at one am.
Brit and Casi ( my peta bffls ) and devin drove to from pompano to watch it with us.
To make a long entry short, they lost their car key and they were stuck at dolphin.
I told andy just to go home and I stayed with them.
We were stuck at the mall for an hour and took a cab back to my house.
Every day, something ridiculous happens to me.
I love my life.
Oh yeah and check me out in spiderman 3, I have a whole 10 minute " scene "
yes, that was a pun
xkrisx
p.s. spidey 3 sucked =/
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Went to the everglades.
Tried to catch an alligator.
rock climbed.
almost died at 3 times in car accidents
got a job interview at toys r us
saw the receiving end of sirens!
put stop eating animals all over kfc's
tored down kfc banners
almost died from running out of gas.
stoled numerous things from a walmart.
and baked a sick cake.
I LOVE MY LIFE
xkrisx
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I love my group of boyfriends.
We have such a heathly friendship and honestly hide no secrets from each other.
Earlier, Eddie, Cesar and Damien were all here playing wii and what not.
To make a long story shory, Damien lost a bet and had to give my ass a hickey.
We have this on video.
Best sleep over ever.
but now its time to play guitar hero 2
I must shred
xkrisx
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Thursday, April 26th, 2007
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| Time: | 1:38 am. |
| Mood: | awake. | | Music: | Arsonists Get All The Girls. |
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Today was truly an adventurous day made of monumental events and whole-hearted laughs.
Want the spark notes?
I wake up at 3 pm to see andy in my room with my mum hanging out.
We drive to work.
Have WAY too many laughs regarding how dickish people are with surveys
" ARE YOU A HOMOSEXUAL?! WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE SPEAK TO THE YOUNGEST MALE IN MY HOUSE?! "
Then, decided to get cheesy bites pizza from pizza hut on break as we heard the horse the band pizza ep
Came back and got hit in the heart way too hard.
Yeah, I need some rest.
xkrisx
p.s. I'D HIGHLY RECOMMEND THAT CHEESY BITES PIZZA!
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Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
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Unfortunately, I've began recycling my life again.
I have rising action, climax, resolution.
My daily schedule is wake up, work for 6+ hours, have band practice and sleep.
What's wrong with me?
What happened to my mother's golden boy?
The boy that was accepted into prestigious schools and always had a witty remark to everything?
The boy that everyone relied upon?
The boy that could crack your face with a smile on even the gloomiest days.
I'm going back to my roots.
xkrisx
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Anxiety?
Possibly.
Pent-up artistic angst?
Eh, that'll suffice for now.
No matter how many various ways I attempt to stimulate my writing, nothing ever satisfies me.
Hopefully this will be the metaphorical scratch that cures the chronic itch I have to express my thoughts.
I made my first livejournal when I was in 8th grade, I'm a freshmen in college now.
Fuck me, I'm getting old.
xkrisx
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